i really admire all(almost) those who went up on stage for the public apology thing. but i wonder why some think that people will start looking at them lyk as if they were criminal record holders. its dumb! to me they are still the same old friends of mine. maybe one step higher for many.

anyway, rafidah, i wasnt jealous yesterday la. er.. i was just.. er... aiya. hmm.. playing around? yea. thats the word. playing around. =)

msn is pissing me off. i cant seem to log in. have been trying since the past hour.

you will never be replaced ;
3:11 pm

sheryl me luann joyce 

you will never be replaced ;
4:28 pm

shihwen and me 

you will never be replaced ;
4:26 pm

after all that has happened, i feel that some things are better forgotten and not mentioned.

you will never be replaced ;
7:52 pm

3 more official days left, before my journey in bp ends. i nv liked the place when i first came here. always wanted to be in anderson. when i was posted to 307. i hated it. no one from 204 was following me there. i was a lonely soul. knew a some of people there, namely alyson, xinle, grace cheah and sheryl. oh ya. and dexter too. but we onli chatted online. nv realli spoke.

even early this year, i didnt really like the class. i dunno why. and i always told myself. i'm never gone miss the school. NEVER.

but now, i feel differently. i love everyone from 407. (maybe except one). ya. but hey, they are soo nice pple. they may be mean,racist, insensitive, irritating, at times. but most of the time, they're just simply wow. i'm sure gonna miss everyone in that class.

Alyson
my ten year friend. thats wat makes her so special to me. =)

Grace Cheah
thankew for helping me make this blog. u've helped loads of times. thankew.

Natasha
was in the same lit group as me. gee. did lots of the brainstorming. did all the things that we were supposed to do as a group. she doesnt really get angry does she?

Kai Xian
class treasurer who doesnt go after people for money. hehe. dont talk much to me. but guess she can get pretty gossippy at times. =)

Izarina
active member of the sch band. very friendly. forever sooo smiley.

Eileen
kept me company during countless train rides. gee. thanx. a very smiley person. very easy to keep a conversation going.

Jolyn
"she's filled with white blood cells. and her red blood cells are onli at her cheeks." quoted from liling. together with liling, they really entertain me by doing all sorts of stuff, seating in front of me. =D

Grace Lee
STOP TOUCHING MY HAIR!! class vice-chairperson. never seen her angry before. a good fren of alyson.

Luann
haha. i know u'll never be able to read this. but anyway, sorry for all the troubles i've given u. i'm trying to be nice ok. i shall not bother u anymore. thankew for tolerating me for about a year and a half. your tolerance is really appreciated. =)

Jiamin
she's just so funky. haha. thats the first word which came to my mind. dun ask me why.

Sheryl
sista guide. pretty. smart. great personality.

Nasuha
she's so good at her languages and lit. she can dance well too. remember her dancing with the o6 girls for teacher's day.

Nadira
another friendly person from my class.

Liling
oh gee. she's just sooooo cute. thanx for speaking up for me the other time when tiger call me black. haha. you're just sooo nice.

ShihWen
she's soo pretty. but she never accepts it. i wonder why.

Sara
hee. the first i remember is 'RACIST'. hehe. ncie skin. nice hair.

Shaheen
ever so graceful

SuHui
haha. she can be quite an interesting person to be with. sat beside her for six months. Interesting.

JieYing
bubbly girl. always gets caught by Osgodby. hehe. but she's a nice girl. lol.

Joyce
very cute ger. always bullies luann. but hey, i love it. lol.

Lynn
she's a person whom u can talk to. just about anything under the sun. real cool.

XinLe
hah. sorry for all the teasing, etc. hope u dun mind it. u've really changes alot. nice knowing ya. =)

LianKwee
RACIST!! my fellow gossipper about *ahem*. that sure was fun. =X

Dexter
ultra quiet guy. but hey, he did talk alot during the g5 camp hike. gee. was pleased.

Alan
Chairman. hmmm... er... hmmm... er.. ok la. can be quite a nice person i guess. dunno him well.

Zaki
the most handsome malay guy in 407. the onli one too. real hardworking chap. very hard working. my rival in a-maths.

SoonKeng
a really very nice guy. hah. onli found out this week. =X abit slow la. but ya, yesterday after spending like the whole sch day (except recess) with him, ally, grace, natasha, i really saw the much nicer side of him. =)

Shao Xian
Brownie. haha. smarty too. always won me in minesweeper flags!! =(

YongRen
dexter's gd fren. super duper quiet also. history rep. haha. always gets into trouble becuase of us not handing in work. hehe.

Vinod
half fellow indian. hehe. quite a nice person too.

JiaWei
can be nice at times. esp when he's in a gd mood.

Desmond
hmmm... er... hmm.. ..... er... *scratches head*... hmmm.... nvmm...

my fingers hurt after typing this entry. hey. i wonder why, but my tag board is down. leave comments here k? thanx.

you will never be replaced ;
3:44 pm

okay. firstly, if u give me a miss call. and i return ur call awhile later, i expect to know the reason for the call. u dont come tell me, "Rafidah". What am i supposed to derive from that? Rafidah? so wat about her? and when i ask u again, u scream at me, "rafidah called u". ok. although that enlightened me, i felt that the screaming was absolutely unnecessary. was i supposed to know everything thorugh ur single worded answer- "rafidah". man!

whatever.

yesterday, my last lesson at uptlc. lots of things going on, it seems. they still wanna go back on tuesday for ONE LAST time. aiya. like that it'll never end. haiz. i wun be going back. but i want my papers back from harrish and hakim. hmmm... guess sujith will have to be the middle person for us again. =X

today's lit workshop was okay. not as bad as i expected it to turn out. and the IT-rex looks so much more better with the new table. a more condusive area to study,

you will never be replaced ;
3:31 pm

well, today seemed a very well start for my week. anyway, its a 3 day sch week. i dun mind enduring it. aft wendesday i will onli be returning to sch, next wednesday. *beams*

tml is my second last day of uptlc. dont feel anything now. or so i say.

tml's my last 67 bus ride to uptlc. the last assembly i'll get to skip.

i think my mood is getting back to normal. currently getting rid of the pms-y, foul mood of mine. though some creatures never fail to annoy me. esp that twenty pointer. big deal eh? i was just in the process of thinking that i hated you and was mean/cold to u for no reason. i was about to be NICER(rare) to you. and then, u choose to annoy me again. so what if your probability of topping the class is 1/3. so what if you scored 20pts? you're not in 401 (not meant to look down at 407). AND you're not arvind, the 6-pointer. so shut up!

you will never be replaced ;
6:20 pm

what in the world is wrong with my msn? am i the only one facing this annoying problem?

you will never be replaced ;
2:20 pm

weird dreams. wish they were true. have got onli one worry now. after monday (or tuesday), i hope it turns out well. though, my chances are so slim.

hypocrite. i shall try not to gossip anymore. haha. gossipping can be fun at times. but when it concerns the people around u, u feel weird. haiz. besides,

a person who gossips to you, is a person who gossips about you

you will never be replaced ;
10:50 am

i boarded the wrong bus and ended up at harbour front instead of yishun today. hah!

you will never be replaced ;
2:23 pm

something big and important happened today. but i cant seem to remember wat it is. hmph!

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAFIDAH!

your present is on the way. hopefully u get it before the end of O's.

you will never be replaced ;
2:19 pm

you will never be replaced ;
1:16 pm

the line across my face refuses to become a curve.

you will never be replaced ;
2:47 pm

two is a company, three is a crowd.

had a lovely evening. all good things come to an end rite? hmm. looking forward to a similar experience again.

sick.

about a month. guilt.

you will never be replaced ;
10:29 pm